' I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FROM AFAR '

 

 I can't help but feel defeated,

or even maybe a little cheated.

But how very selfish would I be

to hope and pray you could just love me.

 You’re life is a little complicated and messy right now and I understand that. I don’t want to be the one to add to that mess. I don’t want to contribute to that. I want to be something great and I understand that I can’t be that for you right now.

You stole my heart

Then tore it in two.

Now I'm falling apart

And don't know what to do.

when I’m old, I’ll tell everyone how in love I was with you and how you stole my heart without ever meaning to. 

 I want to move on; I just can't let go.

I love you more than you will ever know.

I want to start over, I want to feel free!

But this pain will never leave me .

You are a fantasy, nothing more than that and I’m okay with that because I have to be. I love you and love is hard and I know that you don’t need love in your life right now. You need to focus on you.

How can I forget you, leave you behind?

Erase the memories from my mind?

you don't love me, and you never will.

you will never care about how I feel.

Maybe one day, timings will be right and I’ll tell you how I feel, but that day isn’t today.

I’ll always love you from afar.

                                          

                                                                                                                                       -Nyctophilia